My heart broken because of the death of two beautiful ladies from Ladies' Code group, Go EunBi and Kwon RiSae. Even though I'm not with them since their debut (I only watched their debut MV, Bad Girl, once, and then not paying too much attention) but after they released Pretty Pretty, I became very interested on this group. I think they're amazing. Good enough to make me listen their song everyday.
After that I was really, really like this group. They're different, they managed to catch my attention with unique music and concept. Even though I'm not a hardcore fan (like I did with the other groups), but I know I like them. I know that not many of my friends and those Korean music listeners know them, and I, too, never forced my friends to like them.
I know it won't work. So I just "keep" them for myself, and I enjoy their music and performances.
I like them. It was a really shocking news. At first I didn't believe what did I just hear from my friend "hey, one of Ladies' Code member passed away," and I was like, "you've got to be kidding me!" but then I read the news and I didn't know what to do. EunBi of Ladies' Code passed away because of a car accident, RiSe and Sojung were in critical condition. I just read all those articles, with an emptiness in my heart.
What's more shocking was Rise's. I really hoped she could regain consciousness, and I believe that. But then I read that her brain was swollen. Her blood pressure was low. Her surgery postponed. A little bad thoughts came to my mind, what if, Rise too...
And then I saw it on instagram. Another heart-broken moment for me.
I don't know, this is just too tragic. Two idols passed away at the same month. And one manager, from what I read. Two idols which happened to be members from one of my favorite idol group.
For the last three-four days I couldn't even listen to their songs, I had very mixed feeling inside my heart which still can not accept it. Can not believe it. Did not want to believe it.
But then I keep looking for their articles, read them silently, and then when one of Ladies' Code song from my phone play automatically because I turned the shuffle on, I'm immediately pressed 'next'. I'm afraid I will cry when I listen to them. I'm terrified. I'll get goosebumps. Which I hate.
I don't know when will this terrible feeling gone. Before I slept yesterday, I was thinking about their songs. Their music videos. Their reality show (Rise was on Running Man 149 but I didn't recognize her at that time, I didn't know them very well). KwangSoo who was with Rise in RM. I'm thinking about them a lot more nowadays. Their future. Will Sojung, Ashley, and Zuny comeback as three? I don't know what will happen to them.
But I only wished for the best.
I was once a fan of this group, and I will always be.
Rest in peace Rise and Eunbi. I hope you find happiness up there.
Be strong Ashley, Sojung, and Zuny.
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